I relate - the nights I have been motivated to do something else after work make me wonder if I’m actually beat, or just addicted to TV (Youtube for me). Always feel better and sleep better when I don’t search mindlessly for something to entertain me while snacking nonstop. Even video games make me feel more fulfilled but I’m still struggling to watch less youtube. About to eat breakfast and of course I wanna watch a video while I do lol
Also trying to use less Youtube. I have quite a few hobbies and projects but Youtube sucks up at least a couple hours of my day. Didn’t realize how addicted I was until I tried to use it less lol. Fortunately my recommended page has been way off lately
Seems like a bit of a power dynamic problem… one could argue Job consented to all his bad treatment by trusting in the lord. Abraham was gonna kill his son. But I’d wager if I asked them, as a stranger, there’s no way any of them would consent. It’s the threat of etarnal fire that inspires such devotion and sacrifice. Bit of an unhealthy relationship if you ask me… my Christian parents are happy to ruin their lives for a better afterlife - including eroding their relationships with their kids. Bit sad. If I did believe in a god, I wouldn’t believe that he sent us here to make us suffer and make sacrifices.
But you are correct, the gospel I was looking at didn’t mention Mary giving consent. Just one of the problems of having 4 conflicting accounts…
Dog, she was impregnated by the holy ghost without consent. I don’t believe that actually happened, but that’s what the bible says…
Most of us only know 5th grade math