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That’s the conversation I was having with my therapist this week. I don’t know. I’ve always massively struggled with this. Thinking about it sends me into a spiral.

As of now the plan is to look for other opportunities in industry. Some training is fine but I would like to avoid loans. I don’t have anything specific yet, but public sector is likely part of it. I’m less motivated to help people as I am to make certain people miserable. Countries have started to track job quality (“job quality”), it’s data worth looking at.

Depending on how that goes I have other thoughts but nothing that is sucking me in. Maybe I’ll give up entirely and become a vagrant. I also have a viable non-expiring business idea that would de-employ a certain group of people I don’t like. I’m not ready for either of those yet.

In the meantime I have a bucket list of things that I’m working through. It helps me feel like my life has forward momentum despite what’s happening with my career (it’s also opening up new doors I didn’t see before, eg acting). Between that and therapy my job feels often feels like something I’ll deal with later.

It just makes me realize how much I hate what I do for a living.

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When I see stuff like this I just never go back there again. I don’t give a shit what celebrities do or say. Make good movie. Be good actor.

Loads of anti-science types in this community.

Just take it for what it’s worth instead of offering your reason of why the study can’t possibly be of any use to anyone.

OH MAN am I looking forward to the day I quit social media for good.

Kind of interesting

“Our work demonstrates that the surface of simple electrolyte solutions has a different ion distribution than previously thought and that the ion-enriched subsurface determines how the interface is organized: at the very top there are a few layers of pure water, then an ion-rich layer, then finally the bulk salt solution.”

Amateur fossil hunter sounds like a great hobby.

I’m a boomerang. Reddit has the content, but it’s largely focused on the larger subs which are the ones I want to avoid. I’ll have to decide whether or not I want to run into obvious tankies (mayo) or try to spot misinformation campaigns (reddit).

And reddit is getting worse in every way. Reddit wants to turn into an ad platform and that’s the way things are going. Lot’s more locked comments and posts, totally unchecked misinformation and dooming.

On iOS through firefox the google login prompt can’t be closed. This is what prompted me back, I started using Voyager again.

I might come back and search for another home server, create a new account and delete my old one. Start fresh.

Israel is doing the best it can do in a difficult moral situation.

I wish I could block sources as well as users.

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Block em!

Block block block :)

You’re probably right I was just being reactive.

Time for a break.

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I don’t think there is a correct response or any intelligent response at all, I think we’re just watching a pattern that will repeat until someone finds a way to lasting peace.

But the usual reply is “well Israel is oppressing Palestine (so they actually struck first/it’s justified)”

Like I said… this conflict brings out the worst in people.

The only thing I’ll agree on about this conflict is that it brings out the worst in people

Getting tired of the pro-Hamas lemmy position.

If you actually watch the footage of this attack you can see pretty clearly it’s a failed Hamas rocket.

Tunnels. Hamas will be fine. The ground invasion is going to be insane.

Wait for China to get there first. China doesn’t actually give a shit about these people, but if they choose the moment well they’ll make the US look like the baddies, and then the Europe/USA will be stuck: withdraw and look like a fool on the world stage or stay put and support genocide.