Boyfriend of 2 years (best friend of 6) just told me he’s started seeing someone else. No discussion. Just ghosted me for a week and hit me with this news. Thought he was my soulmate, lmao. I feel like someone just ripped out my insides. Just turned 31 this year, this shit is not any easier than when I was a teenager.
How did you make it through that first night? The second? The third? Is it really just time? I feel like my body is too old to survive another heartbreak.
If only I could just ride the liquor until I forget I loved him. But who knows how long that will take. The liquor will have me by the end of it.
It isn’t a wise choice to get into an addiction to help cure something else.